Believing on someone’s inner beauty.

..isa ako sa mga taong nabiyayaan ng x-ray vision kaya wala pa din akong balak na bawiin ang post ko kagabi, after all, yung pakikipaglaban naman nya sa buhay yung sinubaybayan ko at hindi kung alin mang pics na naka-display sa blog nya. Though, late ko na na-realize, naasar din ako nun una e, syempre, naloko din ako. Inaamin ko naman yun. Pero may mga taong worth patawarin at pagbigyan ng pagkakataon, dahil sa isang banda, naturuan ka din nila ng ilang lessons sa buhay.

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Crying over a stranger.

After 3hrs ng powernap ko, nagising ako at napa-check sa Twitter ko. Super waley na timeline ang sumalubong saken kaya syempre, lipat akong Tumblr, ang forever back-up site ko whenever im bored.

And I’ve read this post on my dash about this #RIPney thing. Medj naintriga ako kaya I searched through his tracked tags, read other posts about him and finally have the guts to visit his blog. Ni-follow ko pa nga yung blog nya sa kabila ng alam kong wala naman ng magpo-post dun, soon. Puro condolences na TA yung nababasa ko, pigil na pigil ako sa pag-iyak until nakarating na ko sa mga posts yata ng mga kamag-anak nya, his bestfriend and reblogs from her girlfriend telling na his in coma and all these heartbreaking messages posts pa. Yung kilabot ko nun pinasok ko yun blog nya, napalitan ng heavygat na feelings at heavygat tears na pinipigilan kong pumtak.

Naawa ako dun sa mga pics na nakangiti siya though he is suffering. Yun pinapakita nya pa din na malakas siya para di magworry yun mga tao sa paligid nya. Yun mga God-related reblogs and posts nya, ramdam ko yung pakikiusap nya. Pero dun talaga ako nawasak at napaiyak sa isang post nya, na broken heart emoticon tas naka-tagged na “my heart is aching srsly”, something gnun habang buma-background yung kinover nyang kanta. Yun moment na inamin nya nasasaktan na talaga siya, di na nakapagpigil ang luha ko, bumagsak na sila.

It’s amazing how a stranger can touch your life, but what’s more amazing? Getting to know wee bit of this wonderful creature, named Ney. Sobrang napahanga nya ko sa pagiging strong nya. Na sa kabila ng sitwasyon nya, nakuha nya pa din magshare ng pagmamahal sa ibang tao. Sa paghingi ng pabor sa mga mahal nya sa buhay na i-let go na siya. Sa pagtanggap ng will ni God para sakanya. And most of all, the courage of facing death.

Di tayo magkakilala, this might look a feeling close na post pero shet, you magically touched my heart. Condolences to his family, friends, and Nicole.

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Does teaching means talking or a lecture?

That’s how they teach you in school but that is not how life teaches you. Most of the time, life does not talk to you. It just sort of pushes you around. Each push is life saying, “Wake up, there’s something I want you to learn.

In school we learn that mistakes are bad, and we are punished for making them. Yet, if you look at the way humans are designed to learn, we learn by making mistakes. We learn to walk by falling down. If we never fell down, we would never walk.

- Rich Dad, Poor Dad by Robert T. Kiyosaki

What’s on her mind?

• Know your limitations, di sa lahat ng pagkakataon e dapat mong i-push ang isang tao, minsan konting pang-unawa ang kelangan. (Tanggapin nyung di ako sweet, wala yun sa nature ko at sadya din naman kasing di ako clingy.

• Walang ginawang panget dito sa mundo, maswerte ka kung nakalamang ka sa pisikal na itsura. Pero mas maswerte ka kung napagkalooban ka ng x-ray vision para makita ang tinatawag nilang inner beauty.

• Sa isang tunay na barkada, wala sa bokabularyo ang salitang “selos”. (Kaya nga wala na akong bestfriend e, ayokong may nagre-require ng atensyon ko.)

• Be sensitive enough to know when to stop. (Hindi ako manhid para dedmahin ang mga ginagawa mo, sinasadya ko lang hindi ka i-entertain para iwas gulo.)

• Isang tao lang naman ang hinahayaan kong hawakan ang kamay ko, kumportableng laruin ang muka ko, akbayan ako kung kahit nasan man kami at binibigyan ko ng pabalik na yakap, sana naman wag nyu kong sabihan ng malandi pagdating sakanya. Dahil sinasabi ko, kung may panglilimusan man ako ng atensyon, isang tao lang yun at siguradong di siya papalya sa pagsu-supply ng di mapawing ngiti sa labi ko na gusto nyu ding makita. Stick-to-one toh! Suportahan nyu na lan ako. :))

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What tumblr has done to me

  • Learn to love others : without knowing them in person.

Gusto ko ng maligoy na usapan…

  • Yung tipong kelangan ko pang gamitin tong sumi-64GB kong utak para ma-analyze yung mga mabulaklak na linya mo. #MedyoIdiomaticAtNakakabalinguyngoy
  • Para na din magamit nyang nabulok na “question mark” dyan sa keyboard mo yung super powers nya para supplyan ako ng konting kilig, maparamdam man lang nya na gusto mo din akong kausap.
  • Nakaka-enjoy din yung one liner lang nating sagutan sa convo. Feeling ko ako si Anna Steele at ikaw si Christian Grey kapag ganun tayo e. Lume-lebel lang!
  • Pero mas gusto ko pa din yung naaabuso ko ang pagkakataon para maging “wo-man of few words” habang nobela yung mga linya mo. Para naman maramdaman mo kung ganu ako kalugi minsan pag nag-e-establish ako ng usapan sa pagitan nating dalawa.
  • At last, thankful ako na ganito pa lang kaaga, tina-trabaho mo na ang pagbuo sa araw ko. IMY. :))

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“You have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince.” 
― E.L. James, Fifty Shades of Grey

“You have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince.”

― E.L. James, Fifty Shades of Grey

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Turn “What if” to “Even if”…

We all have a strange penchant for holding on to what we think should be in our lives, but now, let’s give ourselves some break and try to lessen the grip, step out of our comfort zones and learn to take some risks. Simply coz YOLO. Get over with all this fvcking “what if’s” and do some over-the-limit stuff.

You might not achieve what you set out to achieve; there is a very real likelihood it won’t happen. But don’t you want to give yourself the chance while you can? Things in this world are not perpetual; they are temporary. They have expiration dates. And when they expire all you might have left is regret, which is eternal.

-Kovie Biakolo

Let go of the fear of losing, and don’t despair when you don’t reach what you’ve set, at the end of the day, it is still the experience that matters. Let’s collect those “even if’s” statement that’s gonna be a story to our grandchildren in the next generation.

(This is how Thought Catalog influenced me. lol.)

P.S. Grammarcheck, baby! HAHAHA.

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A “First” From Mr. Grey

Well, not that insubordinate stuff running in your head, though. #MedyoDisappointing, right? Haha. If you’re E.L. James reader, you probably get what I mean. (Insert evil grin here. lol.)

Last Sunday, I finally decided to open this intriguing Fifthy Shades of Grey in my iBooks. Never expect it’ll be this addicting. I can’t let go and stop reading, kaya natapos ko siya kinabukasan din. #AsEagerAsAnnaSteele. It was my first time to finished a thousand-page novel. Achivement! Big deal e! Haha. It wasn’t the porn scenes that keeps me goin, pero yung enigmatic na character talaga ni Mr. Grey ang sinubaybayan ko dito. And yeah, the author just tricked the readers, natapos yung first book na mysterious pa din yung bida. Kaya eto ako ngayon, on Fifthy Shades Darker, Chapter 5. Special thanks to Tuebl.ca free epubs.

My heart just fell for Christian Grey, the wealthy drop-dead gorgeous controlling yet sweet guy in the novel. Lahat na ng posibleng pampa-poging adjective, ginamit sakanya ng author. I can imagine Alex Pettyfer playing Mr. Grey on the big screen, he definitely fits the role. Anyways, he played a stripper on Channing’s Magic Mike movie. Plus, yung role nya sa Beastly na poging mayaman din, di ba! He knows what and how to do that Mr. Grey character more than anyone else, y’know. lol.

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This book taught me two things..

  1. How to compose hypenated words to describe something like what Ana Steele always do to bring out how Christian looks like. And yep, it’s an effective way to tell things.
  2. Not to read Fifthy Shades at school, it gives you bed weather. LOL. #MedyoNaughty.

So much for this, gonna get goin if I want to know more of Mr. Grey. And for now, the search is not for Mr. Right, but for Mr. Grey. Ciao! :*

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HAPPY! =)

Kuya Cris! Happy birthday! Ang challenging gumawa ng post para sayo, di kase matawaran ang performance level mong mga long post na walang palya akong pinapangiti tuwing nababasa ko. Asese! Kung mas nakilala sana kita ng mas maaga, me taga-gawa sana akong essay na siguradong bebenta sa mga prof. Ay, user-friendly! Dejk lan! Pero feeling ko talaga minsan, ako si Luis Manzano. (Konek?! lol.) Super “lucky” ko kase na naging friends tayo, di lan online, pero in person din! At oo naman, yes! Kinalamang ko yun sakanila. Haha. Dati, puma-fangirl lan din ako e, pero ngayon e, oh, friends na tayu! Apir! Pak! (Oh, di ba, nakaligtaan mo yung waley kong pick-up line! HAHA.)

Anyways, wala ng pupuntahan pa ang pumi-feeling close na post na toh, isang mabilis na HAPPY BIRTHDAY na lang para sa 5ever idol ko sa pagba-blog! Keep blogging, Kuya! The best pambasag sa dash ang mga kwela mong long post! At good luck sa work at buhay2. HAPPY ulit! =)

Name is Mhadel. A daddy's girl from South. A dead tired Petroleum Engineering student and a part-time volunteer rendering her service at Philippine Red Cross.
 
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