• Went to Sto Tomas, Batangas just to grab Starbucks Coffee. 
  • Tried to watch sunset, but failed. Anyways, still lucky to catched such a view.
  • After months of waiting, finally watched the pilot episode of Game of Thrones Season 4.
  • Got my eye glasses back. Fvck astigmatism!
  • Got pizza, SB and roadtrip buddies, accidently.
  • Re-united with HS friends.
  • Attended prom with my forever lazy friends.

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It’s amazing how God can make a stranger a blessing.

(1) As usual, nasa ospital na naman ako kanina kasi dialysis ng Papa ko. At syempre, nangolekta na naman ako ng mga inspiring na stories tsaka experiences ng mga kasamang pasyente ng Papa ko sa unit tsaka yun mga bantay nila. Yun masarap pakinggan dun, yun kahit anung hirap at pagod na yun nararamdaman nila, hindi pa din sila sumusuko para sa mga taong mahal nila sa buhay. Tapos nandun din yun mga bantay nila sa labas, kasama namin ni Mama, kanya-kanya din silang share ng baon nilang kwento. Iba kasi yung pakiramdam kapag sila yun kasama, buhay kasi lagi ang pinag-uusapan kasi wala naman kaming choice kundi tanggapin na anytime, pwedeng merung di magandang manyare sa mga taong mahal namen. Pero itong mga tao na toh, na ngayon lan naman namin nakakasama ni Mama ang nagdadagdag ng lakas ng loob samin para pakita kay Papa na kaya toh ng pamilya namen, isa lang oth sa mga problema na lalagpasan namen. :))

(2) Isa pang dahilan kaya ako nagpunta sa ospital kanina ay para kunin ang results ng check-up ko sa optha tsaka yun sa complete blood count ko kasi recently e lagi akong liyu plus andame kong unexplained bruises. Na-conjuring na yata ako. Then after ko makuha yun papers, may bata sunod ng sunod sakin. Ang kulit tapos ang cute tsaka bubbly nya, nakakagigil. Ambilis ko nakapalagayan ng loob e, tapos nakikipaglaro pa siya. Weakness ko talaga yan mga baby boy na ganan. Fast-forward, nawili yata siya kaya pinahabul nya ko ng pinahabol sakanya hanggang sa nasa dulong part na kami nun ospital. Sabi ko hahatid ko na siya sa Mommy nya e, kaso turu pa din siya ng turo na dun daw, e mamaya pa nasa morgue na kami nun ospital kaya medyo nakukutuban na ko na baka pasyente dito yun Mommy nya tapos may masamang nangyare tapos makikita ko na nakahiga ng bangkay yun nanay nya. Wala e, effect of too much tv series. Ini-April Fools ko ang sarili ko. Mabuti na lang biglang may guard na lumabas sa likod namin na me kasamang nanay na naghahanap ng anak nya. Kaya nilapitan ko si baby boy (nakalimutan ko ask name nya!) tas sabi ko punta na siya sa Mommy nya. Tapos alam nyu ba, teary eyes na siya, nakaka-touch kasi parang gustu nya pa ko makalaru. HAHA. Hindi naman sa pagyayabang pero mapi-feel mo naman kasi yun, di ba? Sobrang saya kasi kalaru nun bata na yun na kahit di naman kami magkakilala e sobrang nagtiwala pa din siya sayu.

(3) Tapos yun, bumalik na ko sa HD unit para i-check yun Papa ko. Habang nagpapatay oras ako, naglaru na lan ako dun ng 2048, mabuti na lan may nakakaalala pa saken. Me nagtext, “Good morning, magandang binibini” daw, sino ba namang di maji-GV, kung umaga pa lang may nakaka-appreciate na agad ng aura mo, yun pala bola lang. Nakaka-GV din yun sender e! HAHA. Hindi ko alam kung anong sobrang buti ang nagawa ko para reward-an ako ni Daddy Bosing ng isang tao na kai-kainaman din kung bigyan ako ng atensyon. He get me in a way that no one else does.

Ito talaga yung ilan sa mga simple pero magical na bagay na kalimitan e nakakalimutan natin ipagpa-thank you kay Daddy Bossing. Hindi ko alam kung anung pinaglalaban ko sa post na toh, pero sobrang happy lang talaga ako na may mga taong ganitu sa paligid ko.

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Feeling mandatory mag-entry, e!

The sem is finally over! I already finished my clearance for my internship last week, tas yun mga subjects ko naman sa school ay to follow na kaya less worries na, thesis na lang! Pwede ko na ulit gawin ang ritwal na 12hrs sleep ko, tsaka my hilata all day session. Yey! Missed that kind of life. 

Pero eto muna ang bulleted list ko for the sake of updating this boring blog. G na ba? 

So, other than knowledge and school-related stuff, eto pa ang ilan sa mga natutunan ko during internship, more on life lesson toh:

  • May mga bagay na gusto nating matapos, pero ayaw nating iwanan. 
  • There’s a thin line between “nagmamahal” and “na-attached ka lang”. Madami ka pa makikilala, kaya move on!
  • Hindi mo sagot ang nararamdaman ng ibang tao sayo, you can’t please everyone, kaya feel free to be yourself.
  • Minsan, kelangan mong bagalan ang approach sa mga bagay-bagay, syempre para-paraan din para mapahaba mo ang oras na binigay nila sayo.
  • Di araw-araw ay Pasko, di ka lagi pagbibigyan ng sitwasyon, kelangan mong unawain na hindi lan sayu umiikot ang mundo.
  • Marami pang special na tao ang di natin nakikilala, there’s more to life kaya matutong mag-abang. Dadating din sila, eventually.

And to top it:

  • Maliban sa prayers, most of the time, food is all it take to release the stress within you. 

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Let Go And Let God

Ngayon na binabaha ng graduation pictures ang timeline ko, mas nararamdaman ko na ang pressure. Mauunahan kasi ako nun mas bata kong pinsan na gumraduate, but that’s totally fine, super proud cousin here. Sadyang kusa lang nagbi-build ang pressure saken kahit pa sobrang lawak ng pang-unawa ng pamilya ko. Syempre, alam kong mas excited sila na ipagyabang kami sa mga kumare at kumpare nila. Kaso wala e, limang units pa, mukang mahahati pa nga yata sa dalawang sem yun e! Pambihira na.

Pero kahit pa na-delay tong wish ko na diploma kay Daddy Bossing e chokey lan, matagal ko ng natanggap yun. Let His will be done. I know something bigger awaits me. He have better in mind. And I’ll probably get through this, soon. Ilang buwan na din lang, may pagpe-pyestahan na din kayong grad pic sa wall ng FB ko! :))

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Ang Matulog ng Gutom

Kung akala mo pinaka-masama ng pakiramdam ang pag-iiwan ng naiibig mo sayo, nagkakamali ka. Dahil kung mararamdaman mo ang gutom na napi-feel ko ngayon, mas nakaka-wasak pa toh ng utak kesa sa pa-fall mong boypren/girlpren!

Hindi naman na lihim sa mga kebigan ko na tamad magluto dito sa bahay, unang-una dahil tamad din naman kami kumain, kung kelan lang ma-tripan. At ngayong mga oras na toh, simple lang naman ang gusto ko, isang box ng pizza at isang cup ng hot choco. But unfortunately, tulog na ang mga kasama ko dito sa bahay kaya wala na ko makakasama para mag-take out/drive through. Kung isusugal ko naman ang gutom ko sa driving skills ko, siguradong byaheng langit ako neto. Dayum! Yung milo pa kaninang brunch ang huling nalasahan ng mga nagwawala kong dragon sa tiyan, e! Super fungry creature na here. 

I-entry ko na lang din tong kagutuman ko dahil sa halip na magnilay ako sa bigo kong lablayp, o kaya mag-reminisce sa matatapos ko ng ojt bukas, eto ako, nahahabag sa kumukulo kong tiyan, at walang paghugutan ng iba-blog. 

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» Selfie good for nine days! 

» Selfie good for nine days! 

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Why She’s Just Not Into You

rainbowsandletters:

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1. You’re either too fast, or too slow. Guys who once attempted to court me but never end up winning my heart are most of the time (if not all the time) — too fast. The whole whirlwind romance just don’t sound that appealing to me. I mean, telling me you love me and wanting to marry me in the first few weeks of knowing each other isn’t romantic — it’s creepy. Sure, girls love to be with a guy who could foresee his future with her. I mean, it’s every girl’s dream — to be with a man who’s man enough for commitment. But hey, talking about marriage too early too soon is a sure way to send us running away. You should know. Because I know for a fact that you, guys, would agree with me on this.

2. My friends don’t like you. Okay. May this one’s quite shallow, but I truly value my friends’ opinion. I realized I wanted to have a partner who’ll be in really good terms with my girlfriends. As what the Spice Girls once said, “If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends. Make it last forever, friendship never ends.” Yeah.

3. It doesn’t feel right. I have learned to trust with my gut feelings because more often than not, they’re right. So if it doesn’t feel right with you, then maybe it shouldn’t be. 

4. Dude, we ain’t got spark. We ain’t got chemistry. You know, that instant feeling of attraction? Yep, never felt that with you. And this is something we can’t force. It’s either we have it, or we don’t.

5. I’m not ready. This might be true or not. True, we may have gone through the most heart-wrecking breakup ever, and we need enough time to heal and mend the broken pieces…blah blah blah. Or…(get ready for this…) girls might just say this not to hurt you that badly. I mean, saying we’re not ready to be in a relationship is much easier and kinder than #6, right?

6. I like someone, and it’s not you. The odds simply aren’t in your favor. Move on. 

beben-eleben:

I like clingy. I like double texts and phone calls, good morning and good night texts. I like knowing someone cares. I like knowing they try.

If waking up means opening my eyes, laying my head on your chest, kissing me on the forehead, softly tickling my back, feeling your warm body against mine and cuddling with you on this white sheets, morning would probably be my favorite part of the day.

Name is Mhadel. A daddy's girl from South. A dead tired Petroleum Engineering student and a part-time volunteer rendering her service at Philippine Red Cross.
 
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