Seasons just passed me by…

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Ang bilis ng panahon, nasa second quarter na agad tayu ng 2014. Nagdaan ang March, kasabay ng pagkakaron ng malawakang pagbaha ng grad pics at recognition ceremonies sa timeline ko, sa sobrang inggit ko, kamuntikan na akong mag-unfriend ng mga tao pero pinili kong maging dakilang liker na lang. Naisip ko na lang na dadating din ako dyan at ipaglalaban ko muna ang “give and take” na prinsipyo ko sa buhay, kaya naman umaasa ako sa pagsabog ng notification ko sa October pagni-release ko ang most awaited grad pic ko. (I mean it!) Dahil bilang isang irreg na estudyante sa college, malakas ang paniniwala ko sa “Save the best for the last”. Masaya ako na blessed sila at naabot nila yung self-fulfillment na nararamdaman nila ngayon, pero abangers lang kayu dyan, o-overtake-an ko kayo. lol.

At eto na nga tayo ngayon, April na. HOLY WEEK: Nagkalat ang mga Visita Iglesia, hiking kung saan-saang bundok, Station of the Cross at kung anu-ano pang church activities na pics sa timeline at IG ko. SUMMER: Kaya puro beach, white sand, outing, swimming, bikini bodies, flabs at abs, out of town, out of the country, sunburn, sunsets, sunrise at lahat na ng pwedeng idugtong sa sun ang kumokumpetensya sa trending na holy week sa news feed ko.

TAPOS AKO? Shout out to my internet connection (at sa ice candy ng Dadeh na kasalukuyang nagpapawi ng init na nagpe-penetrate na sa white blood cells ko, HashtagOA. Haha.) for not leaving me! Oo, andito lang ako sa bahay, ninanamnam ang stress free environment kahit medj low blood. Wala e, hilata all day, coz I’d rather be bored than stressed, ang motto naming mga tamad at sadyang wala lang planong umadventure sa mga panahon na toh. Pero ang totoo, gusto ko talagang pumunta at pumicture din ng pumicture kung sansan. Kahit san mo ako dalhin, sasama ako. Go lang ng go. Kaso, wala naman chance at magplano dito samen e. Sabug inggit na ko sa mga friends ko na panay ang pahili ng summer escapades nila. Graduation? Summer? Vacation? They just passed me by. Waalng choice kundi magreelax-relax lang here, tingin-tingin lang sa kalendaryo at SB planner, abang-abang kung anung dadating. 

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#Selfie

Got tagged by thekleidescope and tapestryOfgrapes. Thanks for including me to this stuff. Nagkaron tuloy ako ng blog update though late post na toh. Haha. Thank you, girls! :))

So here it goes:

11 Random Facts

  1. I don’t sleep with pillow under my head. It make me dizzy, I cuddle them, instead.
  2. I consume liters of Milo everyday, but fail to drink 8 glasses of pure water. 
  3. Got a complete albums/songs ng Simple Plan and Parokya ni Edgar! \m/
  4. I’m afraid to be too close to people. Everyone is gonna leave you, eventually, and letting go isn’t my thing.
  5. Got ailurophobia or fear of cats. Cats gave me 7 fvckin stitches on my head back when I was a kid.
  6. I ate green apple and hate red apple. Weird, I know.
  7. I don’t want people to see me cry.
  8. Got a pierce on my right ear.
  9. Haven’t seen sunset, yet.
  10. Almost fall for a stranger. Yeah, kinda crazy! LOL
  11. NBSB here.

Questions from thekleidoscope:

  1. How do you feel right now? Kinda sleepy. Low blood me atm.
  2. What does your url mean? Just my name, just removed the consonants. 
  3. Are you excited about anything? Graduating college, on October, hopefully! In God’s grace.
  4. Ever have a deja-vu feeling? Tell the story. Some of my dreams do happen in real life and when I’m at the exact situation, I just forget everything about it, try hard to remember what will happen next to control the situation but still fail to do the right thing.
  5. What’s your biggest “what if”? ”What if we meet each other earlier, will Cupid give us the chance to be together?”
  6. Hair color. Black. Planning to dye it before summer ends.
  7. Name 3 things you love. Foods. Music. Game of Thrones. 
  8. Fiction? Non-fiction? Why? Christian Grey. HAHA
  9. What’s your earliest memory? Made my Grade 2 teacher cry. HAHA. Napuno yata sa kakulitan ko.
  10. Would you like to be famous? In what way? Yes. The Hollywood celeb level. So I can meet other famous people, easily! HAHA.
  11. What can you say about Tumblr’s new layout — post first before notes. Better than the usual. 

Question from tapesrtyOfgrace:

  1. Do you prefer working abroad? Why or why not? I do! Greater opportunity awaits.
  2. If you were to choose another course or degree (if you’re still a student)/ career (if already working), what is it and why? I’ll take BS Tourism. I wanna travel around the world.
  3. You’re doctor said it’s your last day tomorrow, what food/s do you want to eat before you die? PIZZA!!!! Tagaytay’s Mushroom burger. Madaming madaming madaming madaming madaming hotdog, bacon at fries. Chocolates. Faye2’s Sigsig. Lasagna. DQ Nutella. 
  4. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Nah. don’t even have a bf right now! lol
  5. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yep, but they did, unfortunately.
  6. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Yep.
  7. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My mom. 
  8. “If I have only one friend left, I wanted to be you”. Who’s that “you”? GOD.
  9. List three countries you want to visit and why. (1) Scotland (I always wanted to set a foot on a castle.) (2) New York. (Wanna ride on a yellow cab and shout to the driver, “Follow that car!” lol) (3) London (coz of British accent. lol)
  10. Did you have a dream last night? I don’t.
  11. How’s your heart? Empty yet happy. :))

Had fun doing this slamnote-ish stuff and sharing random things about me. 

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  • Went to Sto Tomas, Batangas for Starbucks. 
  • Tried to watch sunset, but failed. Anyways, still lucky to catched such a view.
  • After months of waiting, finally watched the pilot episode of Game of Thrones Season 4.
  • Got my eye glasses back. Fvck astigmatism!
  • Got pizza, SB and roadtrip buddies, accidently.
  • Re-united with HS friends.
  • Attended prom with my forever lazy friends.

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It’s amazing how God can make a stranger a blessing.

(1) As usual, nasa ospital na naman ako kanina kasi dialysis ng Papa ko. At syempre, nangolekta na naman ako ng mga inspiring na stories tsaka experiences ng mga kasamang pasyente ng Papa ko sa unit tsaka yun mga bantay nila. Yun masarap pakinggan dun, yun kahit anung hirap at pagod na yun nararamdaman nila, hindi pa din sila sumusuko para sa mga taong mahal nila sa buhay. Tapos nandun din yun mga bantay nila sa labas, kasama namin ni Mama, kanya-kanya din silang share ng baon nilang kwento. Iba kasi yung pakiramdam kapag sila yun kasama, buhay kasi lagi ang pinag-uusapan kasi wala naman kaming choice kundi tanggapin na anytime, pwedeng merung di magandang manyare sa mga taong mahal namen. Pero itong mga tao na toh, na ngayon lan naman namin nakakasama ni Mama ang nagdadagdag ng lakas ng loob samin para pakita kay Papa na kaya toh ng pamilya namen, isa lang oth sa mga problema na lalagpasan namen. :))

(2) Isa pang dahilan kaya ako nagpunta sa ospital kanina ay para kunin ang results ng check-up ko sa optha tsaka yun sa complete blood count ko kasi recently e lagi akong liyu plus andame kong unexplained bruises. Na-conjuring na yata ako. Then after ko makuha yun papers, may bata sunod ng sunod sakin. Ang kulit tapos ang cute tsaka bubbly nya, nakakagigil. Ambilis ko nakapalagayan ng loob e, tapos nakikipaglaro pa siya. Weakness ko talaga yan mga baby boy na ganan. Fast-forward, nawili yata siya kaya pinahabul nya ko ng pinahabol sakanya hanggang sa nasa dulong part na kami nun ospital. Sabi ko hahatid ko na siya sa Mommy nya e, kaso turu pa din siya ng turo na dun daw, e mamaya pa nasa morgue na kami nun ospital kaya medyo nakukutuban na ko na baka pasyente dito yun Mommy nya tapos may masamang nangyare tapos makikita ko na nakahiga ng bangkay yun nanay nya. Wala e, effect of too much tv series. Ini-April Fools ko ang sarili ko. Mabuti na lang biglang may guard na lumabas sa likod namin na me kasamang nanay na naghahanap ng anak nya. Kaya nilapitan ko si baby boy (nakalimutan ko ask name nya!) tas sabi ko punta na siya sa Mommy nya. Tapos alam nyu ba, teary eyes na siya, nakaka-touch kasi parang gustu nya pa ko makalaru. HAHA. Hindi naman sa pagyayabang pero mapi-feel mo naman kasi yun, di ba? Sobrang saya kasi kalaru nun bata na yun na kahit di naman kami magkakilala e sobrang nagtiwala pa din siya sayu.

(3) Tapos yun, bumalik na ko sa HD unit para i-check yun Papa ko. Habang nagpapatay oras ako, naglaru na lan ako dun ng 2048, mabuti na lan may nakakaalala pa saken. Me nagtext, “Good morning, magandang binibini” daw, sino ba namang di maji-GV, kung umaga pa lang may nakaka-appreciate na agad ng aura mo, yun pala bola lang. Nakaka-GV din yun sender e! HAHA. Hindi ko alam kung anong sobrang buti ang nagawa ko para reward-an ako ni Daddy Bosing ng isang tao na kai-kainaman din kung bigyan ako ng atensyon. He get me in a way that no one else does.

Ito talaga yung ilan sa mga simple pero magical na bagay na kalimitan e nakakalimutan natin ipagpa-thank you kay Daddy Bossing. Hindi ko alam kung anung pinaglalaban ko sa post na toh, pero sobrang happy lang talaga ako na may mga taong ganitu sa paligid ko.

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Feeling mandatory mag-entry, e!

The sem is finally over! I already finished my clearance for my internship last week, tas yun mga subjects ko naman sa school ay to follow na kaya less worries na, thesis na lang! Pwede ko na ulit gawin ang ritwal na 12hrs sleep ko, tsaka my hilata all day session. Yey! Missed that kind of life. 

Pero eto muna ang bulleted list ko for the sake of updating this boring blog. G na ba? 

So, other than knowledge and school-related stuff, eto pa ang ilan sa mga natutunan ko during internship, more on life lesson toh:

  • May mga bagay na gusto nating matapos, pero ayaw nating iwanan. 
  • There’s a thin line between “nagmamahal” and “na-attached ka lang”. Madami ka pa makikilala, kaya move on!
  • Hindi mo sagot ang nararamdaman ng ibang tao sayo, you can’t please everyone, kaya feel free to be yourself.
  • Minsan, kelangan mong bagalan ang approach sa mga bagay-bagay, syempre para-paraan din para mapahaba mo ang oras na binigay nila sayo.
  • Di araw-araw ay Pasko, di ka lagi pagbibigyan ng sitwasyon, kelangan mong unawain na hindi lan sayu umiikot ang mundo.
  • Marami pang special na tao ang di natin nakikilala, there’s more to life kaya matutong mag-abang. Dadating din sila, eventually.

And to top it:

  • Maliban sa prayers, most of the time, food is all it take to release the stress within you. 

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Let Go And Let God

Ngayon na binabaha ng graduation pictures ang timeline ko, mas nararamdaman ko na ang pressure. Mauunahan kasi ako nun mas bata kong pinsan na gumraduate, but that’s totally fine, super proud cousin here. Sadyang kusa lang nagbi-build ang pressure saken kahit pa sobrang lawak ng pang-unawa ng pamilya ko. Syempre, alam kong mas excited sila na ipagyabang kami sa mga kumare at kumpare nila. Kaso wala e, limang units pa, mukang mahahati pa nga yata sa dalawang sem yun e! Pambihira na.

Pero kahit pa na-delay tong wish ko na diploma kay Daddy Bossing e chokey lan, matagal ko ng natanggap yun. Let His will be done. I know something bigger awaits me. He have better in mind. And I’ll probably get through this, soon. Ilang buwan na din lang, may pagpe-pyestahan na din kayong grad pic sa wall ng FB ko! :))

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Ang Matulog ng Gutom

Kung akala mo pinaka-masama ng pakiramdam ang pag-iiwan ng naiibig mo sayo, nagkakamali ka. Dahil kung mararamdaman mo ang gutom na napi-feel ko ngayon, mas nakaka-wasak pa toh ng utak kesa sa pa-fall mong boypren/girlpren!

Hindi naman na lihim sa mga kebigan ko na tamad magluto dito sa bahay, unang-una dahil tamad din naman kami kumain, kung kelan lang ma-tripan. At ngayong mga oras na toh, simple lang naman ang gusto ko, isang box ng pizza at isang cup ng hot choco. But unfortunately, tulog na ang mga kasama ko dito sa bahay kaya wala na ko makakasama para mag-take out/drive through. Kung isusugal ko naman ang gutom ko sa driving skills ko, siguradong byaheng langit ako neto. Dayum! Yung milo pa kaninang brunch ang huling nalasahan ng mga nagwawala kong dragon sa tiyan, e! Super fungry creature na here. 

I-entry ko na lang din tong kagutuman ko dahil sa halip na magnilay ako sa bigo kong lablayp, o kaya mag-reminisce sa matatapos ko ng ojt bukas, eto ako, nahahabag sa kumukulo kong tiyan, at walang paghugutan ng iba-blog. 

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» Selfie good for nine days! 

» Selfie good for nine days! 

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Why She’s Just Not Into You

rainbowsandletters:

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1. You’re either too fast, or too slow. Guys who once attempted to court me but never end up winning my heart are most of the time (if not all the time) — too fast. The whole whirlwind romance just don’t sound that appealing to me. I mean, telling me you love me and wanting to marry me in the first few weeks of knowing each other isn’t romantic — it’s creepy. Sure, girls love to be with a guy who could foresee his future with her. I mean, it’s every girl’s dream — to be with a man who’s man enough for commitment. But hey, talking about marriage too early too soon is a sure way to send us running away. You should know. Because I know for a fact that you, guys, would agree with me on this.

2. My friends don’t like you. Okay. May this one’s quite shallow, but I truly value my friends’ opinion. I realized I wanted to have a partner who’ll be in really good terms with my girlfriends. As what the Spice Girls once said, “If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends. Make it last forever, friendship never ends.” Yeah.

3. It doesn’t feel right. I have learned to trust with my gut feelings because more often than not, they’re right. So if it doesn’t feel right with you, then maybe it shouldn’t be. 

4. Dude, we ain’t got spark. We ain’t got chemistry. You know, that instant feeling of attraction? Yep, never felt that with you. And this is something we can’t force. It’s either we have it, or we don’t.

5. I’m not ready. This might be true or not. True, we may have gone through the most heart-wrecking breakup ever, and we need enough time to heal and mend the broken pieces…blah blah blah. Or…(get ready for this…) girls might just say this not to hurt you that badly. I mean, saying we’re not ready to be in a relationship is much easier and kinder than #6, right?

6. I like someone, and it’s not you. The odds simply aren’t in your favor. Move on. 

Name is Mhadel. A daddy's girl from South. A dead tired Petroleum Engineering student and a part-time volunteer rendering her service at Philippine Red Cross.
 
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